Porokiya...

© Robibar yer barbelay thot er kone jolonto cigarette niye hothath  table ye rakha typewriter yer dike egiye gelo hathkhana……tore tokkar moto sobdogulo lekha hote thaklo….Golper naam “Porokiya”
Srikanta….onekdin theke lekhar chesta korche..tar prothom golpokhani….topic khuje pacchena….hotat sedin ki je mone holo….onekkhon facebook ghat te ghante darun ekta idea elo….tai lekha suru holo…darun topic…sob rokom er mosla ache…muchki heshe bhablo…loke bhalo khabe….

Prothoma:
Majraat yer age net ye boshar somoy pay na….sokal uthe tarahura..breakfast banano…bor yer office…bacchar school…nijer office….
Saradin office ye kaj er darun chap…kaj sesh kore drive kore bajar sara….tarpor bari…ranna r ghorer kaj….nijer somoy bolte raat er ei ek ghonta….baccha ke ghum pariye….dinner sesh kore..laptop er samne…
Aj saradin khub klanto….you tube ye gaan sunte sunte…account check korchilo se…hotat gmail ye ekta friend request…..khub chena ekjon…onek din kono contact nei….khub ekta chinta na kore accept kore phello…golpo suru……
Sesh dekha hoyechilo 20 bochor age…frock pore school ye jeto tokhon….tarpor majhe majhe tuk tak kotho hoyechilo…beshir bhaag khobor yi onno loker mukh theke sona….tai aj besh bhalo laglo chena ekjon ke khuje peye….


Dwitiya:
Priyodarshini r sobe matro baccha hoyeche…..charidik ye darun anando…notun notun sob anubhuti…kintu kothao jeno khub bissonota….hotat nijeke boddo eka lagche…..
Prothom prothom mone holo..moner bhul…..artist manush se…onek exhibition yei tar chobir khubprosonsha hoyeche…..sesh bochor ta ekdom ghore katiyeche…bhebe rekheche…bacchar jonne ei tuku to kortei hobe…..khub adorer sontan tar…
Din din problem ta bartei thakche…..prochondo eka lagte suru koreche…depression hocche…raat ye ghum pacche na….khide pacche na….kirokom dom bondho hoye asche…..
Onek bhabar pore bor ke bolei phello…..bor besh tension ye porlo….bou chirokaal khub chup chap…konodin yi complain kore ni….tai she tar gynaecologist yer opinion nilo…gyanaecologist bollen…oh ei kotha..eta to post partum blues….ekjon bhalo psychiatrist er thikana dilen….
Psychiatrist bhodrolok besh gombhir…..boyesh beshi na…hoyto ektu boro tar theke…prothom dike lojjai laglo tar…eisob kotha bolte…kintu ogotta….osubidhe hocche….
Tin mash counselling cholche..onektai halka lagche…besh upokar hoyeche…..tai ajkal bari phire online ye purono bondhu bandhob yer songe chat hoy…..
Borsha kaal….rastay khub jol jomeche…sohor ta stobdho hoye geche..bot tour ye ge geche..kal thekei abar problem hocche…counseling ye jabar upay nei…..onek bhebe facebook khule sahosh jogar kore psychiatrist ye ekta friend request pathiye phello….ososthi te bhalo kore khete parlo na..raat ye jokhon Fb khullo…deklo friend hisebe accept korechen tini….uni online achen….chat box ta khule likhe phello

…Ekta prosno korte pari? "Eto bysto dr fb te keno?."

Uttar elo..”Byasto ke bolle?”

Moubani klanto kintu hotat chotobelar bondhu ke peye keno janina excited hoye porlo….
Likhe phello…long time no see…kemon achish…ki korchish  tui Shanto ajkal?

Uttar elo..bhaloi achi….chole jacche…kotodin por tor songe kotha hocche…

Tarpor nana golpo….kaj sonsar…chele meye….kintu sob kothar phanke jeno hariye jacchilo somoy….phire phire sei chotobelar golpo gulo korte icche korchilo….
Hotat ghorir dike chok porte chomke uthlo Moubani…raat 3 te…onekdin se eto raat jageni….
Keno janina khub lojja korlo….sorry aj uthte hobe bole taratari log off kore phello…odik theke uttar elo..bhalo thakis…tarahoro te log off korte giye Shanto r sesh prosner uttar ta deoa holo na.O jiggessha korechilo…kal asbi chat ye?....Onekdin por keno janina Mou er khub gobhir ghum holo..porer din uth teo ektu deri hoye giyechilo..cheler pray school bus ta miss hoye jacchilo….

Mou e r chotobelata khub anande keteche….onek bondhu bandhob chilo…Bandel elakay bari …tai khola math..khola akash…er niche boro hoye otha... Para r bibhinno chele meyeder jomayot hoto sondhe belay…nana rokom khela…tar modheye chilo cycle chalano…ajkal r bacchader cycle chapte beshi dekha jay na…sohorer bhir er modheye du chakar r kono mahatto nei…
Meyera chotobelay naach sikto…..gaan sikto….badminton khelto….TV serokom beshi chilo na…khali robibar ye micky Donald…ramayan….regional film show…Johnny Sokko and the flying robot r chilo favorite chitrohaar….
Tobe chiro saathi bole chilo ekjon..golper boi…tar modheye diyei prithibi ke chena hoto tar…tiffin break ye golper boi pora…school bus ye kichuta pora r bari phire ese bichanar opor suye gograshe gela hoto lekhagulo….jemon ek obhukto bhikari hotat prochur khabar peye geche….
Tokhon kar dine mone hoto sobai kei chena…..Enid blyton er nana series…hardy boys..Nancy drew…Sherlock holmes…Ghanada…tenida…shonku..feluda…..kake phele kake dhori…..Ekhon mone hoy Sukumar ray thik yi likhechilen…”khai khai koro keno eso bosho aha re..khabar onek khaoa..bhoj koy jahare”…..khali khaddo ta chilo golper boi…
Anande din gulo kete jacchilo…tokhon kheyal o hoyni..ekdin boro hote hobe…

Priyodarshini….choto kore loke Priya bole…middle class family te bere otha…kintu thakto Ballygunje er moto south kolkatar posh elakay….tai she prothom thekei ektu onno rokomer…
Dekte she chirokaal yi khub sundor…bangali meyera chot kore eto photogenic hoy na…kintu tar sharp features take sobar theke alada kore phelto..r setai tar je somossha hoye uthbe she bujhte pareni…
Prothom ghotona ta ghotlo..class 4 ye….ekta kagoj muriye tar sohopathi tar haath ye guje dilo tiffin hours ye…Tinte sobdo….bari te giye babar haath ye kagoj ta diye elo se…porer din cheleta ke principal yer ghore daka hoyechilo baba ma er sathe..last warning deoa hoyechilo…arekbar prem potro lekhar chesta korle soja TC.
Joto boro hoy tar proti bisesh kore cheleder interest barte thake…nana bhabhe..nana somoy take bibhinno chelera biyer prostab dite thake..jodiyo biye hobar boyish hote tar onek din baki chilo..prothom prothom raag hoto…tar por greena..tar por  nijeke soriye nilo sobar theke…rehai pelo..kintu eka hoye gelo…tokhon thekei suru holo tar ekakirto….konodin kono cheleke r bhalobeshe uthte parlo na.

Sei raat tao onnano raat yer motoi chilo…tobe besh groom chilo…megla akash ye purnima r chand dheke giyechilo….Moubani ekbar o andaz paini je ei raat ta tar jibonta ta ke onektai palte debe…
Kaj onnekhon agei sesh hoye geche…bor r putra ghumiye poreche…se eka…
Eka kirto ta Moubani r jibon ye notun noy…..se onek bar yi eka hoye poreche….bondhu der hariye phele eka…biye hoye ma baba r kach theke sore giye eka….ekhon kajer chap r sonsar samlate samlate nijer thekeo eka hoye poreche….tobe maniye niyeche somoy er sathe…

….sudhu kauke Jodi kotha gulo bola jeto…

Sobuj alo jole uthlo….”Hi” sobdo ta bheshe utho screen ye…tar songe Shanto r mukh tao…
Shanto ke  onek jug pore deklo….chotto chobi ta te bodle geche onektai kintu hashi ta ek yi ache…
Golpo suru holo….dujon dujon ke mone koriye dite laglo purono din yer kotha….bondhu bandhob…birthday party r golpo…golper modheye Mou phire jete laglo sei otit ye….sukher din gulo te…
Tokhon kar din gulo sotti yi onno rokom chilo…middle class bangali life bhari odvut chilo….simple,disciplined r somaj er rules ye bandha pora.Tobe tar modheyo chilo besh moja….rastay khela..lokeder barite jawa…barite giye onner khelna niye khela…ankar school ye chobi anka…naacher school ye nach sekha….local library te giye purono donated boi pora….
Chilo durga pujay  mamarbari jaoa, notun jama pora….bochor ye dubar ghurte jawa…
Golper modheye ekta nesha chilo, ekta unmadona chilo…jeta mou onekdin onubhob koreni…ei unmadona ta khub chena….ei unmadona tai chilo jokhon se Shantor songe “county names” khelto ba “scotland yard”…ba tokhon kar dine sobcheye restricted khela “dark room”…ei unmadona chilo jokhon palla diye cycle chalato cheleder songe r hawar modheye chulgulo elo melo hoye jeto….
Chat korte korte ekta kotha besh sposto hoye uthchilo…dujonei kichui bholeni…r jegulo bhule giyechilo…sei gulo ek ye oporjon ke mone koriye dicchilo…

Priyodarshinir chotobelatao khub anander chilo…barir kachei school….prochur bondubandhob…kachei ganga….boi pora..putul khela…bondhuder songe ghure berano….carrom,ludo,bagbandhi r khela neyei mete chilo se…
Babar transferable job tai 10 bochor boyesh ye kolkatay chole aste hoy….ekta flat kine bosobash suru holo…notun sohor…notun lokjon…kirokom jeno guliye gelo sob…
Kolkata sohor  ta jototai adunik tototai nisthur….ekhane khub taratari boro hoye jete hoy…ekhane emotion er daam kom…innocence yer value nei….etai bodhoy sob boro sohor yer bishesostto…ekhane ese sobai duraracche…career yer pechone…chakrir pechone..success yer pechone…poishar pechone.
Notun sohore daily passengery korte bes oubidha hochchilo. kolkata r bes nam kora school ei vorte holo admission test diye.Matro 10 bochor ei somo boise aneker cheye besi duniyata bujhto se …kharap bhalo onayase bujhte parto. …..school e giye jana gelo school bus paoa ektu osubidha. …..ekhon ki hobe….baba r o somoy nei, r ma o ektu bokasoka, kolkata r rasta temon chene na. …flat  er dui didi ek school e pore , bollo amader sathe jabe asbe kono osubidha nei. sei moton bybostha holo…kandhe bag, water bottle, vir bus....office time, bes osubidha hoto chotto priyodorshini r…..kintu kono din kono complain se korto na. bus e uthe sobai chechato, amar ticket ta nen. kintu priyodorshini sudhu opekha korto kokhon conducter tar dike takabe. ochena mukh, osonkho chokh mone hoto sobi jeno take e dekhche. kokhon je school asbe , ke jane ei bhabe cholto asa jaoa….songi didi ra kintu nam ei songi. fireo dekhto na.

koto kharap chaoni, nogra hath ....kokhono nijeke bachate parto, abar kokhono....ekta kotha tokhon khub cholto…tomar sohor amar sohor…tillottoma Kolkata…

Shanto..
Naam ta hoyto tar baba ma sobhab dekhei diyechilen…..chotobela thekei se ektu chup chap…
Chotobelata keteche chotto sohor ye…kolkata theke onektai dure…
Ekmatro sontan bole prothom thekei tar opore onek asha bhorsha chilo tar pita matar….kintu ei asha purno korbar chestay je tar jibon ta sadamata hoye jaabe she age bujhte pareni…
Chotobela thekei ..she ektai montro sikhe chilo…porasuna na korle jibon ye kichu hobe na…
Result bhaloi korto….class ye choto bela thekei rank korte suru korto…..class ye bhalo korbar chesta tar neshar moto hoye gelo…..r ei neshai chiniye nilo tar soisob…..sarakkhon mone bhoy hoto jodi result kharap hoy…..
Tobe khub kharap o chilo na tar jibon ta….boi pora r onnobacchader songe khela ta tar kache oxygen yer moto chilo….majhe majhe chobi anka….
Tobe boi r anka chara tar arekta nesha aste aste hocchilo…seta holo cinema dekha….
Chotobela thekei ei independence ta tar chilo…..
Prothom cinema ki dekhechilo bhule geche…tobe onekgulo ekhon mone pore…”Battleship Potemkin”…Gupi gayen bagha bayen….bancharam yer bagan…aro koto ki….arektu boro hoye se dekte laglo subtitles deoa nana regional film….
Dingulo ei bhabei kete jacchilo.....besir bhag somoy tai se school porasuna r golper boi er modheye katiye diccilo....khali majhe majhe pujor somoy mamar bari jaoa r bochor ye ek dubar kothao gurte jaoa....
Choto r nei se aj...aj she ek uth ti daktar....besh kichu bochor practise korar por tar aste aste bajar ye ektu naam hoyeche..lok ye chinte parche.....sesh porjonto nijeke kichuta sofol she mone korte parche....line tao khub ekta soja noy....monostottobid.....mane psychiatrist hoyeche she aj....kolkatar buke...

Prothoma:
Moubani r dingulo paltate laglo....asthirota bere uthte laglo..kirokom onnomonosko hoye jaache jeno she....kajkormer modheye bar bar ek chintai aschilo...kokhon facebook er sobuj alo ta jole uthbe chat window te....nijer opore besh raag o hocchilo...nijeke bolte icche korchilo" ki hocche esob...eto kichu hobar pore...eto din baade...."..
Sedin khub thanda chilo...early dinner kore sobai ghumiye poreche....tar o besh chok bondho hoye aschilo...tao....bhabte bhabte....chene sei "Hi" kotha ta bheshe uthlo screen ye...odik theke elo kothagulo"
S: Sorry aj ektu deri hoye gelo....sesh patient ke charte charte ektu deri hoye gelo...
M: Na na thik ache....tor patientgulor toke kotota proyojon bol...tui na thakle oder koto osubidhe...
S: Hain ektu bepar ta serious chilo...cheletar khub depression chilo..counselling na korle..suicide er dike jete parto...
M: Oree baba...etota kharap...sotti koto loker koto dukkho tai na?
S : Ta bote....eta khub common ....prem ghotito....onek din dhore cheleta kotha gulo bole uth te parchilo na...tai eto somossha...
M: hmm..
Shanto r kache nanan golpo....Moubani obhibhuto hoye sunte thakto r o bolte thakto...tar majhe nanan chotobelar golpo o dhuke jeto....besh cholchilo....Mou er bhaloi katchilo raatgulo....din tao r ekla lagto na...raat yer golpo niye bhaba..r porer din Shanto ke ki bolbe seta thik korte kortei din ta kete jeto...Somoy er saatheo dingulo choto hote laglo r raat gulo boro.....hotat ekgheye jibon ta bhalo lagte laglo...
Koyekdin er jonne seaside ye berate giyechilo Mou...net chilo na....oto hullor er modheyo kirokom dombondho lagchilo nijeke...nijeke chander alor tolay jigessha kore uthlo" Ki hoyeche Mou...ki hoyeche?"

Priyodarshini aj onnekkhon wait korche...ek ghontar pore secretary ese bollo aj Dr Shanto aste parben na....kono serious case ye hospital ye atke gechen....appointments sob next soptahe reschedule hobe...prothom ye bejay rag holo....tarpor bissonotay chok duto chol chol kore uthlo....koto kichu bolar chilo....kauke kichu na bujhte diye next date ta niye barir dike egiye gelo....bhablo bor ke phone kore janabe....kintu court hours...nao dhorte pare..tai ...
Bari r se phirlo na.....dakhinapan ye giye ektu ghora ghuri korlo...saree dekte dekte purono bandhobi r songe dekha hoye gelo...tea house ye flavored tea khaoa holo...tarpor bor er ashar somoy hobar age bari phire aslo...
Barite tar ekhon kajer modheye baccha samlano tai pradhan...aya ache...ma achen..kichuta help hoy kintu tao baccha samlano bepar ta khub stress yer...
Bor kajer por ektu rest nei...phoneo bari theke kaj chole...raat obdi chamber....tar por r pere othe na...TV dekhe ghumiye pore....
Majhe majhe mone hoy se ekta barir furniture hoye geche....sajano ghochano...sundor dekte kintu kemon jeno pran heen...keu r tar dike phire takay na....hoyto sob yi tar moner bhul....depression..
Priya r raat gulo ke khub bhoy lagtoo...emnitei tar ghum kom...r pregnancy r baccha hobar por theke ghum pray hotei chay na....ei somoy ta jogot ye ekdom eka hoye pore....sobai ghumiye pore....saradin yer kotha bolte icche kore kauke...kintu keu sonar nei...nijer songe r koto kotha bola jay....tai facebook kora....
Ajke khub kosto hocchilo...bokar moto kand te iccha korchilo....tai ojantei facebook ye search dite dite chena mukta khuje pelo...Dr Shanto Ghosh...
Profile ta khule phello chot kore....tobe besir bhag tai restricted...ekta formal dress ye chobi chara kono photo nei...gombhir chehara...kintu chok duto khub sharp...ageo ei chok gulo dekheche....kemon jeno deklei bhorsha kora jay....matha tar sotti sedin kaj korchilo na....friend request pathiye dilo hotat kore

Shanto sedin sotti khub klanto hoye bari phirlo.....saradin patient niye khub jhamela hoyeche..tar opore high profile family..bibhinno lok eder songe kotha bolte bolte birokto lagchilo....rege pray bolei phelchilo ekjon ke...ei boyesh ye prem korte ke mathar dibbi diyechilo??....jai hok sob samle easy chair ye laptop niye mail check korte laglo...besi klanto hole chot kore ghum aste chayna...matha tao dhorechilo....coffee maker theke ektu coffee baniye khacchilo...
Chirokaal ektu raat jagar obhash chilo tar...chotobelay porikkhar somoy sara raat porto...raat ye porar ekta advantage chilo...charidik or moteo shanto hoye jeto...concentrate better kora jeto...
Tarpor internship ye raat jege duty...on call day gulo te khancha te boshe duty....matal, chor, burn victims,red light areas yer lokjon ke niye deal korte hoto...nana rokom yer injuries,burn,dead body r emergency niye kete jeto...call book khete khete ghum tao patla hoye giyechilo...
Ekhon psychiatry practise korte korte raat ye phone dhorte hoy...kichu counselling o korte hoy....oneke birokto o kore..abar oneker sotti help o laage...daktar hoye se somsomoy na o korte pare na